Tuesday, April 10, 2012

New Life. New Me.

Dear beloved viewers,
Lots of things happened within this year. N I'm so amazed how I've

grown. Tumblr changed part of me. Ya know. It feels freakin awesome where u get to c

all the lovely pictures and reading all those awesome quotes. Truly inspiring. Login

tumblr every day, keeps the psychiatrist away. This is coming from meh. =.=

Well on the other hand. I'm planning to do something special. mayb i should share

some inspiring pictures and videos here. since my blog looks truly dull. Well maybe

video of my own talking bout my point of views of certain topics or maybe juz craps.

For the sake of fun. the best part is! I have only 2 followers=.= which means I hav the

ultimate freedom to make dumb shit vids whenever i want to. Hell yea. LOL. K. Mayb

u guys can give me some ideas bout what i can talk bout for my 1st vid. I'm guessing i'll

hav no reply on this. haha.

Let's talk bout ma uni life. A 1st year 2nd sem student. Having fun over thr? Hell no.

Uni's life sucks! Face it Suckers. I love econs. Both macro n micro seems

interesting. But my lecturer is so, so boooooring. Dude when I make complaints,

there's truly something wrong bout this person. A slide, bout 3 sentences, he can brag

bout 30 minutes. A simple graph, it takes him freaking 30-45 minutes to stop

explaining. Sometimes i felt so sorry for him cuz he's juz bein really responsible.

Ohmagawd. I'm somehow a lil' evil. I met some friends. Finally. I'm sayin the type

where u stick together for assignments and also the FUN. It's very common where u

get to meet those hi-bye friends. After u greet and the next seconds u'll b like: What's

her name again? damn it. Hah.

Imma introduce some of ma new awesome friends over here. No1. Miss J. She's a

total sweatheart at 1st. She only talks nice things to you. No complaints. V used to be

hardly talking to each other except for assignments. Well after a few months, knowing

her in depth. She's turns to be an awesome joker. With those meanie n fun lil'

comments bout ppl. e.g. My econs teacher. She has a cute bf and a damn wealthy

family. She's the easy going type which i found similar in me. No2. Miss M. She's a

taiwanese. Works hard. 100% serious in all her works. Funny n cute. I don't really get

to know her yet. But there's still plenty of time to get to know her.i need to. Since im

counting on her to bring me to taipei and introduce all the awesome food over there.

Hehe. Juz saying. N there's Mr. X and Ms. A. Well, not that close. but at least i've got

their number. =) Time is all v need to build the frienship bond.

Not to forget. My Bez buddy in Sunway area. Emi. She's my ex-primary-classmate. My

ex-secondary-classmate. My current course mate and my roommate. I've known her

for like 10 years. Awesome right? It's awesome in a way that v're able to share lotz of

funny jokes and gossips since we have many mutual friends. N there's one more

awesome thing bout her, she's an actress. Go check out her movie. *The Wedding

Diary* Well. Another awesome friend would be Ahilla. I've known her since i was in

KDU. I feel really comfortable to hang out with her. She's an aweosome listener and

advisor. N she's so fun to hang out with. I do keep some of her big secrets. Which in

the sense I'm quite honoured. =D N there's Yueyi. A girl i known for like, nine years. V

met in a tuition class when we were like 9? Lost contact after that.Suprisingly. V met

again in aonther tuition class when we were 15. N now she's here in sunway with us.

How cool is that? I'm amazed. She's caring, the fun type, and kind. V get the question

i.e. What's for lunch/dinner from her, like basically everyday. O.O Hah. N evelyn the

awesome girl. That girl loves Nickhun. Juz like I Do. great person to hang out with.

Fashionita. Huge fan of medi and pedicure. Super Freakin tall and fair and skinny!

OMG. Im jealous. LOL.

That's all ppl. I'll be back. The bez part is coming soon. X)









Friday, March 9, 2012

50 random facts bout me (Part 2)

26. I just fuckin hate it for the fact that I always suffer from food poisoning.

27. Feel real depress when I saw people suffers from different kinds of disease. And people around them expect the sick person to be optimistic ALL THE TIME.

28. I felt sorry for the rest of my lifetime.Cuz I promised someone forever. But somehow it doesn't work out that way.

29. I, too have a voice, for the invisible children. If you have no idea what I'm talking about. Please google it up.

30. Do me a favor. Make.Kony.Famous. Spread the words. He Does Not Have A Heart. (Google it up if u don't hav a clue)

31. I love my parents. Yes, we argue and sometimes they said mean things that they didnt really mean to, I just know that they love me. Always will.

32. I love ma baby. Coffee. <3

33. We siblings fight and argue, like all the time. And this just make the three of us even closer than before. LOL.

34. Never once. Never ever fail to drown whenever I look into your eyes.

35. I hate rainy days. I fuckin' hate the fact that I can't stop loving the rain that makes me go crazy to think about the pain that i've been through.

36. I love blue. It makes me calm.

37. Can never stop loving music. Beautiful melodies hit me every single time.

38. I love to cuddle with ma teddyyy. LOL

39. I wanna go around the world. To know more about the planet I'm living on.

40. Charity is a must in my life. What's the point of having all these wealth if u dun have the chance to share it? What's the point of breathing if u dun hav a chance to offer help?

41. I love sports. Don't u dare relate this fact with my body shape! LOL. Bet u did.

42. I'm thinking a number between 1 to 10..... 7! u got that right. XD

43. I hate it when people relate the way I dress up myself with my sexuality. =.= Shusshhh, so what's wrong If I'm really gay,(lesbian = gay. Learn this fact. Lots of ppl dunno LOL) It's not like gayness is goin to kill u. =.=

44. I wanna go to Tibet so badly. Mission that should definitely be accomplished in future.

45. Singing makes me go. yea. Feelin' so fly.

46. Yes I drink. I don't smoke.

47. Not a shopoholic. Coffeeholic.

48. The sea and the sky is like the best combination that I could think of nature. Probably because it's blue and too freakin' beautiful.

49. I love the way u say ma name. Brighten up my day. Works all the time. =)

50. I love my friends. I love the ones that educates me(teachers). I love my aunts that take good care of me. I love my belief>>Buddism. I love my dimples. LOL. I love my pets. I love my bro n my sis. I love my cousins. I love my grandparents. I love my parents. I, love you. ;)

Woahhhhh. Finally, I'm done.
50 random things bout me. Love me if u will. Hate me would be fine though.
Peace out.

50 random facts bout me (Part 1)

1. Afraid of height.

2. I prefer hugs more than kisses.

3. True animal lover.

4. When it comes to love, I never know what are the right things to do.

5. I'm trying real hard to be myself.

6. Beautiful eyes never fail to get my attention.

7. I used to think that Hogwarts is real.

8. I can't believe that Harry Potter movie series actually ended. :'(

9. I've learn that u should never, ever take life as granted.

10. Watches and sunglasses, Just. Can't. Stop. Loving. Them.

11. I Loved you. I really did.

12. And though the clock never stops ticking, u'll ALWAYS have a place in my heart.

13. Don't u know? I've built a home for you in my heart. :)

14. Sometimes people think that I can be fooled easily. In fact, they just don't know that I'm acting like a fool so that I'll never lose anyone that I love.

15. "Bein selfish to others is bein good to yourslef." Certainly a tough task for me.

16. "I love you, Juz Fuckin' Deal With It." Saw this on the internet makes me go literally LOL.

17. *Wake up in the morning. Feeling you. "Good Morning." And then sealed it with a kiss. * Gawd. Please make this come true. Somehow, I'll find someone. I bet I will. :)

18. Gratitude saves a broken heart. Well said, my dearest Jenna. :)

19. I hate it when people say they do care for you but they don't.

20. I wanna live in Disneyland!

21. Sometimes I need to act like I don't care to avoid myself getting hurt.

22. White. Black. Straight. Gay. Bi. For me, it doesn't matter at all. All it matters is that u have a heart.

23. One of my biggest wish is that I will always have a place in your heart.

24. Most beautiful words that i've heard. Not "ILY". Turns out to be "I'm Here For You. "

25. How pretty would it be if you're willing to sit right by my side and listen to all the beautiful songs that I know you would love.

Monday, February 13, 2012

香格里拉

我喜欢一个人的感觉。很喜欢,好喜欢。

不懂是不是基因作怪,

我不曾懂得如何在别人的面前诠释我的情绪。

最近有人对我说:你是自闭症患者吗?或许。

我喜欢一个人窝在一个角落,

听着一首又一首我爱上的音乐。

这辈子,我会不会找到一个真正懂我的人,陪伴我。

有谁能够安静的坐在我身边,听完所有我最爱的旋律。

当发觉我不懂如何和朋友面对面谈心时,

我会用不同的方法掩饰。

笑容,活跃的举动,等 等。

真诚的希望你们都不会从我眼中看出我的迷惑,我的脆弱。

其实我好喜欢好喜欢,好喜欢你,

但我比较喜欢这样悄悄地想念你。

这样的距离,对谁都好。=)

从很久之前我就不懂如何面对你,对不起。

是时间的缘故吗,我开始讨厌在你面前的自己,

显得那么的无所谓.

现在的我,忘了如何处理人与人之间的相处。

香格里拉,心灵的净土,

我可不可以牵着你的手?去追寻。

情人节快乐。我最亲爱的你。

Friday, February 3, 2012

谈歌

我是那种只要一天没听到歌,就会很落寞很茫然的人。

其实真的很感谢这世界所有好歌,

这是一种很美丽的动力。

我需要动力,毕竟我总需要好好的活着。

听歌之所以那么美好,只因为它能带我抽离现实,

用心聆听音乐,再从另一个角度,看这个世界。

然而,当你听见歌词里的意义,与你的人生吻合,

难过虽难过,但难过时听这样的歌,

反而能够洗涤心灵,

甚至或许你会好好放肆的哭一场,之后就擦干眼泪,继续前进。

“哭过就好了,痛都会走的,记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的..."

*摘自梁文音<哭过就好了>*

很喜欢文音歌里有的层次,懂得带出情绪,

不会过多,不会太少。而且,歌声很有画面感。

单凭这点,已经打败了太多现今的歌手。

《外面的世界》,另一首另我很迷恋的歌。

喜欢莫文蔚的版本,

优美不做作,清新,听了没有负担。

悄悄的,在深夜里流泪,

没有歇斯底里,只是安静的释放着一些负面的情绪。

其实这样很幸福。

张悬,一个很难得的女创作歌手,

外表清纯,非主流爱好者。

在昏灰的灯光下,刷着自己的吉他,

用最温柔的声音唱出自己爱的歌。

这种帅气的气质,很迷人。

〈张三的歌>,张悬版本,有空去听听。

一个女孩能把这首歌唱得那么沧桑,

实力这回事就不必多说明。

至于蔡健雅,便是我学吉他最大的启发,

(当然另一个影响我的是张悬。XD)

*顺便在这推荐她的新专辑,说到爱。

很完整,很感人,很帅气,很有启发性,爆好听。*

是的,我开始学吉他了,

每天练习,从错误中学习,刷下和旋,

听见由自己弹出的旋律,我真的很满足。

其实,练到手指头都损了,

没关系,这是努力的证明,甚至心中暗喜,

真的很难得我会那么努力。

我想只有音乐对我来说才有这样的魔力。=)

说到魔力嘛,想起三只,我是指S.H.E啦。

是的,她们是我的魔力,搞笑无厘头却真诚,

很爱她们,因为她们的陪伴,

让我心在这十年来都比较踏实。

对于她们的歌我最爱的歌,我的确不懂得如何选择,

毕竟她们的每首歌伴我走过人生的各种阶段。=D

最后送上一首歌,给所有像我一样爱上孤独的人。

陈绮贞〈太多〉。

记得,不能喜欢孤独太多,别和世界完全脱节,

毕竟我们是活在这个世界上的人。

其实,我也还在学习。加油。