Friday, October 24, 2014

Happiness

U see that one little kid strolling in the park, holding her mum's hand.
That cute smile, that loving gaze.
U can clearly feel that her mum is her world.

Happiness.


U see a girl rushing across the street during a rainy day.

She stops as soon as she reaches the opposite side of the road.
Reading text messages from her phone.
Her face clearly turns bright, grinning like a fool.
Well, probably it's from her loved ones.

Happiness.


U see that guy holding this one bouquet of flowers.

Waiting in front of a cafe.
U expect a pretty girl to show up but it turns out that a middle-aged woman appeared.
The next minute u see the two of them hugging.
"Happy Birthday, Mum. I Love You."

Happiness.


U're driving alone on the highway.

Listening to songs which the lyrics mean so much to you.
Or more precisely phrased, lyrics which means so much to both of u.
Mesmerized by the memories that he/she gave you;
U love how he/she can let u giggle/laugh without even trying.
U know words aren't enough to describe the feeling that u're feeling right now.
Let the melodies and lyrics do the work then. U said to yourself.

Happiness.


Happiness is all around you.

If only u can see it.

I know. This is random.

But hey. If these randomness leads to assortment of positive thoughts into words and paragraphs.
Randomness freaking rules aye XD








Tuesday, October 21, 2014

我是你的

怎样?看到标题是不是要笑我很*ShXX*  噗。

 明明你才是强*ShXX大人* 

*找死啊你!*

*改正:你是强*gXXX*!

那个....你也知道,迷糊有时会不懂事而一时说错话 #汪...可怜兮兮look > <

Erhem, Back to the topic~

 一直以来想给你的,是快乐。

前一阵子给了你是负面的情绪。

还给你,那个让你无压力且心安的迷糊。

我还在 我还在这 还是应该说 从来就没想过要放弃

好好的整理了自己的思绪。

内心要成长,强大。情绪要多点正面

最最要不得的是,别把负面情绪抛给你。

还有很多,很多得改变的。

一边前进,一边改正。

我给不到你一个确切的完成日期,

毕竟得一直不断的进步。

但可不可以说这一切早已是进行式?

只是说,得更更更积极。恩。

积极向上,迷糊加油!=)

谢谢你。

我看得见你的努力。

我说过吧,最让我感动的是,我们都肯为这份关系而努力。

跨过了磨合期,此时的感觉真的很幸福。

我们要一直好好的,好不好。

信里写的其中一个内容,是说我们都会好好的撑着对方。(你用英文表达的那句)

陪伴的感觉,真的很暖心。恩,陪伴,是我们的名词。

简简单单的 四个字想告诉你。

小家伙!我是你的。



好啦,我是*ShXX* 呜呜呜,但,可以至少让我当个忠犬*gXXX*吗......



Sunday, October 12, 2014

无力反击

10月10日已过,现在的我,正式22岁。
知道你们爱我。
可是我也有自己的思维,
这次你们连我的思维都想控制,会不会真的有点过分。
每次回一次嘴,得到的回应是上百句的责备。

每次和朋友出门,你们装作一副无所谓,可是事后又来责备我怎么一直出门。
一直出门?我一个星期也只和朋友出门一两次,真的很过分吗?
然后别州的朋友来找我玩,一开始你根本很爽快就说了OK。
之后来发我脾气,说我有本事认路带朋友到处去玩吗?
我知道你是在担心我,可是为什么语气总是那么的重?
所以就想说出门去认认路啊,结果又被骂,说你一个人去绕什么路啊。
你们到底想要我怎样?
我快透不过气了,真的。
那些你们明明答应了的事情,却在这一刻才跟我说不行。
或许你们不懂,但我很在意对她丢了诚信。

最近接二连三发生了很多不顺心的事。
以上说的也只是一小部分。
我不懂这是巧合还是什么,
可是每年的十月都会特别的不顺心,明明就是我的生日月份...
这算是什么,十月的魔咒吗=.=

我此刻的苦恼,是该怎么向你启齿。
出尔反尔的我,欢迎你来扣我的分。





Monday, October 6, 2014

Listening to the 90's

Been listening to the 90's recently. N I feel like sorting out the list. 
1. 98 Degrees- Invisible Man 
2. N sync- I Drive Myself Crazy
3. Brandy- Have You Ever
4. Britney Spears- Sometimes 
5. Backstreets Boys- Drowning 
6. Mariah Carey & Boys II Men- One Sweet Day
7. Brian McKnight- Back At One 
8. S Club 7- Have You Ever
9. Christina Aguilera- Beautiful 
10. Jesse McCartney- Because You Live