Wednesday, December 16, 2009

feel like crying right now...
feel so weak inside...it's hurting me really badly...
i neva even know myself now...


Tuesday, December 15, 2009

在未来的日子里,思念你,就会去赶一趟人潮,去听自己和人们一样的,......心跳。

Saturday, October 31, 2009

哭过了,
紧紧地拥抱了,
只会更舍不得了

昨夜的泪水,
蒸发过后,
幻化成永恒的思念。
昨晚,泪水总是不听话的滑落下来,
糟了糟了,这次或许真的就是最后一次了。
结束了吗?就这样各分东西了吗?
怎么办?
我的心还痛着呢...
怎么办?
我还想回头呢...
怎么办,
始终舍不得...
希望我们说了再见,
还能够......再见

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

谢谢你们,努力的开导我。
我想了很久,终于,想通了一件事。

Monday, October 12, 2009

这次这个post是想要献给所有陪我庆生的人。
知道为什么我这次要叫你们一同出门逛街么?
嘻,因为我想要,
在中学时期最后一年,借这个机会,
大家在一起度过渐渐快要结束的中学生涯。
那天,看着你们为我精心打扮,我何止哭笑不得,
其实心里也有一股莫名的暖流...
有太多太多的回忆涌上了心头。
请你们明白,
我心里是何等的珍惜你们。

谢谢你们,陪我过了一个难忘的生日...

Thursday, September 17, 2009

终于考完试了。
昨天下午看了一部日本片。
片名为:我和寻回犬的十个约定 。
故事情节简单,但却深刻。
片中的小孩的妈妈在逝世前送给了他一只狗。
告诉小孩养狗要有责任。
并从小狗的角度思考,
而为小孩和小狗拟了十个约定。

第一个约定:
请珍惜和我相处的每一刻,
因为我的生命只有短短的十年。

第二个约定:
聆听我。
也给我时间让我了解,
你要的是什么。

第三个约定:
信任我,
这对我十分重要。

第四个约定:
请别对我生气太久,也别把我关起来当作惩罚,
因为你有你的生活,有你的朋友,
但在我的世界里,
我,只有你。

第五个约定:
有空时请对我说说话,
虽然听不懂你在说什么,
但至少我知道是你的声音在陪着我。

第六个约定:
你要知道无论你如何对我,
我永远都不会忘记。

第七个约定:
当你打我时,
请不要忘记我其实拥有可以伤害你的尖齿,
可我选择不伤害你。

第八个约定:
当我不听话时,请尽量不要责骂我,
请你问问自己是不是我饿了,
还是身体不舒服了?

第九个约定:
当我老去时,
请继续做我的朋友。
因为你是我唯一的朋友。

第十个约定:
当我快离开这个世界时,
请陪在我身边,千万别说你不忍心看下去,
只有你的陪伴,我才能坦然地接受任何事情。
不要忘记,我永远爱你......

在那只狗快要逝世时,小孩哭了。
他逐渐成长,开始有了自己的生活,自己的朋友。
他渐渐的遗忘它。
只有在这一刻,
他回头看着自己的过去,
发现每一段过去,都有它的陪伴......
和狗狗的十个约定,
随着时间慢慢的遗忘。
可它,
却从没忘记。
他在死的边缘不断挣扎,就为了好好聆听他的声音。
这次它听见了他的内心,
他正告诉它,
“谢谢你一直以来陪伴我,
我永远不会忘记和你的十个约定。”

晚上发到了一个梦,
我梦见了,
有它陪伴的童年。

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Time passes
But I'm still the one
Who fill all my diary pages
With your names
My heart beats
Sad tears fall
I shout out your name every day
In the morning sunlight I can feel your presence
And tears fall when I realize that I'm alone
It still feels like I could touch you again
When my memories give me pain I can't feel the hurt anymore
When I reach out my hands to touch your smiling face
You disappear, just like in my dreams
As my heart continues to beat
Memories fill my mind
And there's no way to stop them I still don't know how
As the stars light up the night sky
Tears fall because I'm afraid that I'll erase you from my heart
When I reach out to your You disappear into thin air
I can't stop remembering
Those days were so beautiful
When time passes, things will change
But I'm the only one
Who'll never change
I shouted at the sea
The sea that u used to love so much
Can you hear me?
I'm still the old me



Friday, August 21, 2009

F!你说得都对,我说的就全都是错的!!
无论我怎么样,你都不会满意...
行,这次我真的累了!你赢了!
既然已闹成这样,我也无话可说了!!!

Sunday, August 9, 2009

我知道我要的是什么,我一直都知道。
但是他们却从来没问过我要什么,
所以我只能做我不想做的事情。
很伤心,但他们不会去理会,
他们要的,和我想要的不一样。
可以停下来听听你们孩子的心情吗?
我也是可以有梦想的,不是么...?
我想着那个他。天空下了雨。
或许,只有那个他才能在我内心的寒冬,
给与幸福和温暖。
就算多么难过,他给的回忆足以让我快乐。
虽然明白,一切已过去,
但我知道, 他活在我心中的期限,是永远。

Monday, August 3, 2009

pantai Kerachut 之旅

出发咯!我们到那漂亮的地方去!(adui...讲得很爽!下很大雨了咯...你说怎么办?)
硬着头皮,我们闯进去。雨越下越大,老天啊!
我淋了整身,渐渐疲惫。
突然发现身边有着和我一样疲惫的双眸,我知道我并不寂寞。
这五年以来,我并不寂寞。想说声,谢谢!
终于,到了海边,
我们投入海水的拥抱。水拍打着我们,我们纯真的玩闹起来。
这幅画面多美丽。我说,我要将这一切且好好处储存起来,在我心里最深处。
由于很多因素,(大家懒惰,
我懒惰。老师懒惰。哈哈)我们就坐船回岸。跟大家说,浪真的很大,
我们就这样在船上"deng"来"deng"去。!~我本人超high的啦!FREE ROLLER COASTER,加上风雨交加,还有免费的屁股按摩SERVICE,试过没?告诉你们,我身边的x老师几SUI一下,说我屁股flesh多,
不通,当然是SHIOK拉!哈哈!还有我对面的y老师,只会狂说屁股痛,好笑咯!
我倒是候觉得我们四位学生比老师还镇定。来,
给我们的l,M ,N 和我掌声鼓励鼓励!!!
8月1日,是很特别的一天。
我相信我这辈子都不会忘记这天。
雨下的很大,但我的心却放晴。
我在写完的此时,有股冲动,想流下了感动与不舍的眼泪......

Saturday, July 25, 2009

对不起,mexican bun.

今天听到一个有趣的事情,跟你们分享!
话说在我校的一班里,有着一个大怪人,名字不方便透露。
呵呵!(废话连篇)(注明:她用x为代号)
(开始进入正题)今早去课外活动时,A告诉我,“诗惠,你有察觉到么?x的脸很像...MEXICAN BUN 咯!”不到一秒,我几乎陷入了疯狂状态———除了狂笑........还是狂笑!!之后A 和B都很好笑,KESI KESI把我拖到班的后面,然后再从一个角落偷偷瞄她...哇噻!太像了!太像了!!我敢拍我的胸口保证,真得很像!!!哇咔咔!想象一个人肉mexican bun在你面前晃动,你会怎么做?!狂笑咯,还能怎样?!不过这个mexicanbun, 就算我再怎么饿, 我也是绝对吃不下...试想想,人肉mexicanbun你吞得下么?!话说回来,想对D说声对不起
因为她很爱吃正版mexicanbun...不是故意诋毁它的名誉...但X真的太像了!(虽然X一点都不可口美味!哈哈)最后,想说很佩服A,B,C...的想象能力...谢谢你们提供如此的爆笑的笑料给我听!
来!给我们的A,B,C...掌声鼓励鼓励!

P.S. I am the ORIGINAL MEXICAN BUN.way much nicer than the pirated one.

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

a song that i would like to share with...Faith hill's there you'll be

this song is nice...
very touching...check out the lyrics...way too great!

When I think back on these times
And the dreams we left behind
I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed
To get to have you in my life
When I look back on these days
I'll look and see your face
You were right there for me

In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you
For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am, there you'll be
(And everywhere I am, there you'll be)

Well you showed me how to feel
Feel the sky was in my reach
And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me
Your love made me make it through
Oh, I owe so much to you
You were right there for me

In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you
For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am, there youll be
(And everywhere I am, there you'll be)

'Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength
And I want to thank you now
For all the ways you were right there for me
You were right there for me
For always

In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky
In my heart there will always be a place for you
For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me
And everywhere I am, there you'll be
(And everywhere I am, there you'll be)
There you'll be....

Thursday, July 16, 2009

a tiring day...

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

wow...it has been a bad day.everything reali did went wrong...yet,im still doing the thing tat i think i should do--to act cool and fine everyday, though it hurts so much inside...

Sunday, July 12, 2009

骆照良,加油!!

哥哥走了。留下给我的是一丝丝的失落感。
虽然说,他三个月过后就会回家看看我们,
但心里还是如此得不好受。
与其说不舍得,不如说不习惯。
我知道,我会,
不习惯,家里少了他的声音。
不习惯,家里少了他那无厘头的动作与表情。
不习惯,也不喜欢,每天早上醒来,打开门,
看见右手边空出了一间房。。。
在机场送他走时,
我尽量控制着情绪。。。
可是,
在他快进入关口的那一刻,看着他与家人一个一个的拥抱,
我的泪终究还是决了堤...
在和他抱紧的那一刻,
很想亲口和他说声加油,但,我哽咽了。
说不出话来。
哥,
你要加油!我会永远撑着你!!

Thursday, June 11, 2009

假期很快很快就要结束了。这是一个很空虚的假期,我知道时间又在逐渐减少了。很害怕,
真的和很害怕,
很快的,一件我很害怕的是要发生了。怎办?!我又不能和别人说。。。

Saturday, May 16, 2009







即使身边
1000个人经过, 我依然清晰的听见你的声音。
因为其他
999的脚步都踏在地面上,
而你的每一个脚步, 却深深的踏在我的心上。


即使一切过去了,
但当初的回忆却会永远的在我的心中。
我的一生,也只有你了。

Friday, May 15, 2009

怎么办?
我感到好无助。。。
好像哭。。。
我累了!真的累了!!

Saturday, April 25, 2009

以为,
会雨过天晴。
怎知,
一切都不是想象中如此简单。
人生嘛...总是越走越坎坷。

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

今天,
真的很失落。
我是什么?华语编辑...
说出来都觉得可笑。
我的作文在老师的眼中市始终是不被认同的。
或许,之前的传言都是对的,
被选为华语编辑......
只是凑巧而已。

Sunday, April 12, 2009

CHELSEA ROCKZ!

哇噻!骆某我可真的是爽爆了!昨天的球赛,超级精彩!(切尔西对抗波尔顿)
在开始的前三十多分钟,射入龙门的。。。就是德国队长,巴拉克先生也!!
偶像阿!你好炫!还有咱们对的魔兽,独占双元,一个字:酷!
当然当然,
还有兰巴特超神准的入球法,为切尔西又摘下一球。猛!
但可惜的是,切尔西越来越松懈,导致敌队射入三球。
所幸切尔西努力防守,最后以四比三胜出!
切尔西,你们的表现在足球界刻下一个傲人的模范.
昨天的我,真的,很爽!
切尔西,酷!炫!




Saturday, April 11, 2009

......

累了,
我用回忆让自己坚强的活下去。
永远记得那些过去,我的爱,不会改变,
是我未来的唯一。






Tuesday, March 24, 2009

wow...~wad a "huge" day!

还能怪谁?当初就是不应该把名字交上去。
糗毙了,在台上活生生扮演着一个不会朗诵却又厚着脸皮念完的小丑。
朋友们,你们都不知道我当时的心情是多么的低落,多么的无奈。
但很快没事咯,当这是逗人们大笑的举动吧!哈哈~
心灵的网啊心灵的网~我的心真的有网了...给这比赛弄得千疮百孔咯!
没关系,
让大家笑一笑,
大家烦恼都忘掉。。。:)

Thursday, March 19, 2009

明天会更好。。。

事情过了好一阵子,到这时我才有空写下这一切。
记得那天是个星期六,雨下得好大,好大。
从MC口中听到了那个消息,呆住了。
心里在想,那一刻的她,一定...一定很彷徨...
我希望,不只是我,应该说我们,都希望,你心上的伤口会随着时间渐渐痊愈。
LMX,失去的,要坚强面对。
至少,你和他一直都知道,因为对方,你们学会爱。
至少,你和他拥有共同的回忆。

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

ShinHwa~the COOLEST Korea Boy Band.
Compare to other boy band nowadays,they Sing and Dance Like a MAN.
And my favourite band member is the guy in the scd pic.ERIC MUN,the band leader...cool rite?hahax...


假期咯。也不晓得为什么不太兴奋。
又是个雨天,心情变得复杂。
这一刻,又再忆起那个从前。
当时,因为一个人,让我从此理解幸福的定义。
老实说,现在我生活着不知是为了什么。
偶尔,会想要放弃...
但是,因为曾经拥有过幸福,
我才能靠着这些回忆,努力的过着我的每一个明天。
我之所以创造的每一个明天,
都因我曾幸福的每一个从前。

我们的每一个回忆都是创造未来的始者。

Sunday, February 1, 2009

Wanna share with u the places i been to(arranged as stated)(Bali,Hokkaido,Korea, Japan,HongKong,Taiwan,Kunming)




















SKUL DAY

School reopens...2moro...kinda sad...cuz no more chance lying on d bed till late morning(or should i say afternoon)...wel,the things tat i'm hapi is I cn hang out wif my cool pals in skul again...Gonna work hard now...tis year al of us goin to sit 4 our exam:SPM!Gambateh al of my friend...Hope u al will pass wif flying colours...emm...just now saw last year class photos wif u guys...a lot of memories came back to me...hw great times v al had...n the moments v shared...unforgettable...mannnn,trust me,i bet... i swear i'm gonna cry during graduate ceremony...call me an emotional person...I'm a typical LIBRA.

Friday, January 30, 2009

Yo...love them...


Thursday, January 29, 2009


YESTERDAY~
Skating @ quennsbay mall wif my 3 friends:wei, ying, n lyn...(which r actually my sis' teachers' daughters...veri complicated relationship v had..haha)well,i admit tat my skating is very very very "holiao"...in other words,my skating suckz..hahax..bt fell down not many times...know y?nt bcuz im geng u know,it's bcuz im holding the "lang gan" al the time...so the probabilty to fall is veli veli small la...yo,call me pengecut...hahax...2 nite,had dinner at friday wif my sis' teachers' family...the desserts were great...!trust me...cuz had my favourite ice cream on it..hehe...wow...reached home, totally exhausted...took a bath n went to bed...
z z z z z z z z z z z z ...(mmm...dreamt bout graduate ceremony...i cried like a toddler...T.T)

Wednesday, January 28, 2009


HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!late greetings...cuz very "mmm dak han" this 4 days...haha...have a nice time hanging out wif my relatives...bt d angpau...haix,"can bu ren du..."mengecut value a lot...wad to do??economy nowadays very qi cham...gamble a lot,had fun a lot....oso lost a lot...bout 100 something!T.T...my new year wish is...wanted the one i love to b happy n "han fok" foreva..tat"s wad i wish n the only wish i had made...hope that person i love will really be hapi oways...lastly...i wanna say happy ny to al my friends...hahaxxxx.Hav a nice holiday...miss u al...

Saturday, January 24, 2009




Friends in scd class now~
fvv,n oso khn..guess wad?they two very very hochio arrr...everyday they 2 communicate by quarelling..den after the quarrel still can laugh crazily wan wor?!?!hahax...although they are"enemy",but still thety can b great partners to "zeng gu"me...kek si wa n oso chio si wa...haha...thank god they two same class wif me, or not i realli can't campur into the gang of s2...haix...@ noon~exhausted...but quite fun...had lunch wif my friend n oso my three cutest teacher,"lea suan jie{Pn. sharon},"bao ting jie" and hooi lan yi yi..hahax...Had a great time wif them...chatting, fooling around...DAMN...reali do miss u all...should worked harder last year...den won 'diao ban"..haixxx...nvm...things changed..but the fact tat u al are my best pal,neva gonna change...missssss u al...T.T...after tat...bao ding jie fetch me home as i need to rush to another ttn...si bek tired in the ttn...but still quite fun chatting wif cy n mc bout wad is true love in ttn...4 me,Love is a "xi guan..",n d most precious thing bout love is memories that both shared n owned...

I WANNA BE...

TIRED TO LIVE IN TIS WORLD...
...I WANNA B WHO I WANNA TO B...T.T!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

XOXO




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